Blind

What happens after you feel like you've lost yourself.
I may not be the only one.
The lonely wondering sun.
I think you know what I mean.
Lets bring this closer.
Lies and bribes seem to be okay.
Even though you know what you wanna say..
You just can't because your not a saint.

Closure is all you ever wanted.
When the war is jumbled.
You feel like a piece of rubble.
When love makes you so blind.
That you become tied.
The love is all a lie.
Its covered in a sweet disguise.
With your hands tied behind your back.

There are signs.
Even though you know you weren't blind.
All the cussing and fussing,
Why has it have to be.
The mirror shows your reflection.
But it seems to be not so refreshing.
Blood shot eyes from all the crying.
Broken heart because of the lying.
Feeling like your losing your soul.
To a monster that is nothing but disaster.

The 'I love you' is getting old
It seems like there isn't a soul.
The words are so dull and cold
Constantly discussing all the things in life
Being turned down and brought right back around.
The addiction is so tainted.
Just like the broken heart that I painted.

Whispers in my mind
Keep the ferris wheel alive.
The Kings and Queens would cry
If they saw the way I sigh.
All the nights that I cried
Because you wanted to act like a guy.

The war between love and hate is the same.
Waiting and guessing
While wishing and thinking that you could find.
Find what used to be.
Before this chaos began to release.
I bowed my head.
In honor of your hand.
Through every thing when you brought be to sand.

Thats why I now understand.
Love can be blind.
Always love yourself instead.